I just realised, that no matter how much I had said that I wasn’t stressed about exams, I am. It’s come down to basically the last 12 hours, and I’ve finally accepted the fact that I’m feeling the strain. How have I been able to tell?
1.) When what I’m reading is not making any sense even though I’ve studied this.
2.) When I can’t concentrate on anything for more than 5 minutes.
3.) When the thought of seeing my friends stresses me out – that I need to pretty much be kept in solitary confinement to focus.
4.) When I just realise that I haven’t had a proper meal in 2 days. Yesterday, I had toast, a few strawberries and random snacks. Today, I’ve had a piece of salmon, grapes and more snacks. Once my body realises that I really am in crunch time, I’m just not hungry. Maybe I should be in crunch time more often..then I can lose weight.
5.) When I’m just at the point of giving up.
fuck. please inspire me.
